i have graduated almost two months,but i hv been working half one year because we hunted for job in advance. When i was in school,i want to leave and have a job to make money.But now,i really miss the life in our university.Everyday,just went to the classroom to have classes, went to restaurant then went back dormitory.Sometimes,i went to my club and i was the general secretary .Every night,i went to the English corner and organize my members to talk with each other in order to practice oral English .I felt so rich when i went back to my dorm because my oral english was promoted .In general,my life in college was nice.But at that time,i thought the time passed so slowly,i really want to leave the school and enter the society ,so i wish time flies,and when i graduate,i can do whatever i want to do.Now,i know it is wrong,it’s not what you want to do,you can do .So many things are what u do not want to do,but u must do.And the only thing is that i must learn to adapt to the society.Really,i hv learned a lot that i cannot learn when i was in school. Human is like this ,when i was in college ,i want to leave.When i work,i want to go back. Now,just go,work hard.When i have time,i will go back to my university to see the changes there.To get the feeling there.Tell myself,A-ZA-A-ZA/
I went to Sanya from Nov.17 to Nov.19, aiming at attending a meeting about project management. It is a pleasant task for me in the true sense because it provides me with a temporary escape from the coldness of Shanghai .
I arrived at phoenix Airport in Sanya at 3:00 AM in the morning and the ground temperature is about 25 centigrade. At the moment of shaking off massive down coat, I suddenly felt a kind of easiness. The meeting was long and the schedule was tight, but I think I should thank for the density of lectures and discussion because I know that the shorter the meeting is, the longer time we will have for play. After one days arduous struggle, we finally finished all the content of the meeting.
On Nov.18 morning, we visited Nashan which is famous for two Kwan-yins. One is white and tall, standing over the sea horizon; another is small and gold-filled, decorated with countless diamonds, jewelries and other precious stones. At nightfall, we arrived at Wuzhi Island, a small island surrounded by the sea. After one comfortable night in the wooden house in Wuzhi Island, I got up very early the next morning and walked along the seaside with my colleague. Embraced by fresh sea breeze, we stepped toward the sand beach. Our feet were washed gently by sea weave and our dresses are swayed in the sea breeze.
Of course, I have drunk many coconuts juice and eaten a lot of sea fishes. I also brought some beautiful shells produced in abyssal sea. It sounds like a journal account, but I really enjoy my business trip to Sanya.
One of my colleagues and I bought our lunch outside this noon. And then we came back to our office to enjoyed the meal. After we finished, we sat down before the computer to watched the movie “NewYork Minute” which we hadn’t finished yesterday. After the movie was over, she back to her desk, then suddenly she found that her cellphone was lost. She couldn’t find it anywhere. And I dialed her cellphone number espected that it was in our office but unfortunately we didn’t hear the ring. We made sure that it was lost on somewhere. I comforted her that do not be so worried because the cellphone was not shutted down, it still could be got through. Then we went outside along the road that we walked this noon. Then nearly arrived the restaurant we saw the cellphone lied on the ground. How exciting we were! It was so lucky that nobody saw it or even took it away. Oh, it was great! It was a little puzzling that she didn’t feel the cellphone dropped. No matter what, she was lucky enough. But what important is we have to be carefully. In fact it really isn’t a good thing to be nervous like that.
it is one of the symbolic feature spots in tianjin open to visitors recently. yesterday my elder sister and i paid a visit to it and it was paid by a brother.!the eye of tianjin is a skyscraping round, its diameter is about 110m, and it takes us 28 minutes per cycle.from the waiting to the end , there were so many phychological changes in my mind. curious expectant and courageous at first, and then a little worried in the middle. then talking and looking far and forth in order to defeat the fear. and sometimes want to quit. in fact i knew it was impossible to stop. once in a while, i thought if i drop from the highest ……at that time i already knew how absurd the idea was. because it was also impossible. then pass the highest, the mind was not so nervous as before. we began joking and enjoy the viewpoint from the great height.then , at last ,we reached the ground!and we were safe !haha , so hard to forget!
many young adults ,espcially the graduates, would change themselves according to social rules ,after leaving campus and begining their work. they may become more smooth, snobbish and realistic rather than kind pure or idealistic. when thinking of my former classmates who have gotten their full-time job already, it is hard for me to imagine how they would change and what they would like after the changes. in my mind , they are always pure kind deligent and sincere . i insist that there must be changes from school to society but it should be of method rather principle . if i finish the postgradute courses, i will do that, and never change my mind , still be the idealist and open to others!
how long can friendship keep? for ever? maybe it is just a dream and hard to come true. last night i kept thinking the question and got the answer at last, that is ,friendship could be kept only when we are together. i have made many friends since went to school and every new stage i would make new friends. at first of the new stage, we old friends would keep in touch even more closely , and meanwhile each of us were trying to make new friends. then the relationship between old friends get further and further , contrary to that between new friends. after that the new relationship will be kept for the stage and then we will get another stage so that the new friends become old friends. different stage different group of friend. it is said in a song “making new friends and never forget old friends”. in my opinion, the former is easy but hard for the latter.
i don’t know how to name the blog either don’t know how to summarize my mind several days before when debated with my classmate in senior high about the state of china. he foused on the trouble of chinese goverment and insisted that they the governers do everything aiming at nothing but political and ecnomic profit. and he even thought public officials would like to keep blind to the troubles if no benifit. i feel that he seemed to be a kicker and blind to everything on the way of developing. i accept there are lots of problems in the management of our goverment. but we have improve a lot . as a optimist , we should keep a positive attitude rather than complaint all the time. the rather that we are faced with the problems and try to reform but do nothing. what made me angry most was that he took the education for example. i hated complainting everything but know nothing about that. political and economic rules do work in education but they are not the fundamentality.there are its own rules in education. as a student majoring in education, i learned almost most steps tried these years in china’s education field. i hate someone who know nothing about a special field especially education, and alway compliant and criticize it. i enjoy the sentence”china is like our mother, when she is ill we should help her rather than dislike even abandon her”. there are lots need to change in china , we are trying to improve .so please don’t worry and wait a moment paciently!
this moring i gave lessons to two girls. one of them learned very hard and also asked questions, another , however, seem have no interests in any question. when i ask “understand?”, she said “maybe”. but when faced with the practice, she always waste too much time and never followed me. i don’t know whether it is my ill temper or not . after three times,each time i try to catch her difficulties, but she still can’t follow me .so i am so crazy almost to cry. oh , my god! what should i do could you follow me? though tired, i have to go on my explanation. bless you can understand. in the class , i have nothing to think but crazy to cry.after class , on the bus , i think about it again. why ? why it is so hard for her to follow me this time? maybe it is my poor temper , maybe there is something wrong with the girl . she looks not as lively as normal. maybe i should catch it earlier in the class. so i could comforte her.
maybe it is time for the bottom.each time when i am not interested in anything and feel bad , i always comforte myself with this , so that my mind will not go on in great press. these days , i am not good both in mind and body. since i am back from home, i have not been optimistic or positive as before. besides, the rain every night after work and not full life make me feel lonely, low ,tired helpless and blank. this afternoon, during the rain, i have my dinner with my friend and her boyfriend. they are so sweet that i feel even worse. i don’t know to whom i can talk about this and just write it down here! it is rainy outside and inside i am alone!
i was back yesterday.on the train , i alway thought about the way i was growing up!whether i am old enough to support my families. as for aging, different age different meaning! when i was a child , aging means being able to understand what adult want! as a pupil , aging means studying hard and giving a hand to the teacher. when in the junior middle school, mature girl means understanding the pain of the parents in order to support my sister and i. when in the senior high, my classmates thought me mature because i could deal with my daily life and study rationally!after entering the collage , i came across very terrible culture shock, mathods to think and live the life changed. i found i was growing up!then the accident happened, through the pain and strugglling, i made a decision to support my families. so as for me , aging means responsibility. and it is harder to undertake.on the way back to tianjin, i was thinking whether i am mature ?what does aging mean? when i could be mature to support my families?